Autumn is coming, I tell you! Rain, rain, rain, and last but not least rain. I notice how the changing weather and the amount of work from the last weeks is finally making my fire burn low. I hoped I wouldn’t be next, but yes, here it is: I’m having a cold. None of these things […]
existentialism
La place to be
At first I wanted to write about my level up masturdating experience last Friday in a La Place. How I felt the weird empowering feeling of sitting at the head of the table, overseeing everything. Comfortably taking my moment to rest after a long day of work before I went to a party. How I […]
Still got jazz when I got those blues
Aaaaaaand she’s done! One of the most important things on my list at the moment has been striped off officially! Today I said goodbye to my therapy group! In a whole year I’ve learned to love myself for who I am, set boundaries and how to be in balance with my rational en emotional mind. […]
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Eggs & reflection for breakfast
Ok, so it seems I have slept for 12 hours. Just after my post yesterday I fell asleep to wake with some sleep paralysis trouble this morning. Nothing better than your own body to tell you what you need and I guess the issue rest, which is a theme this whole week is what I […]
Working so hard on
My tan. Go! Go! Go! Away with those white legs! Tonight I’m taking a night off. There’s a lot of sleep and rest I need to catch with some Kings of Leon on the background <3
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Working it out
Aaaaah, hahah. My abs are in pain. But that’s ok. Glad I finally got my ass in the gym again (: Fueled myself up with my mom’s ayam & bakwan before I went, also known as delicious veggie cookies ^^ Pfoe, I’m really tired. I worked, cycled and did a workout today, but it feels […]
Kingdom of contradiction
So today was another comeback day of the course I’m following and this time it was finally in my beloved hometown on the top floor of the 40 store high building named after our city: The Rotterdam. We could even see Madonna’s appartment from outside the window. I learned different things today. I learned the […]
Honesty & confrontation
Honesty and confrontation. How these themes both were so important today. Busy with writing a business plan it’s confronting I can’t find my focus yet. Frankly my business friend thinks I’ll probably never have it, because I’m creative and take on everything I like or love to do that comes on my path. Though it […]
’til you drop
So yesterday after work I visited Eendrachtfestival alone. I planned to see one band, but instead of leaving at 8 I left at 12, when I really felt I was tired. I got caught up in a conversation with complete strangers to me and somehow learned a lot about languages and politics, very interesting! I […]
One of those days
It seems today as if Murphy’s law is the only law. Ever have one of those days where things just can’t seem to go right and your own thoughts and feelings are making things even worse? I’d be lying if I’d say I have everything under control just because I’m working with mindfulness for myself […]